Scarlet came into this world my biggest baby yet! 9 lbs 6 oz. 20 inches long. Although for two weeks we planned to have a regular induced delivery, Heavenly Father had other plans. It was a long two weeks for me, I had 4 appointments and several checks only to discover I was not dialating at all. It was super slow and the baby was really high up. Nothing was happening and I was so miserable. I really didn't want to have another c section, but odds seems that was the way it was heading. By my last appointment, the day before I turned 40 weeks....I decided if I wasn't dialated enough then c section for sure. That Heavenly Father was in charge and that would be the determing factor. At my appoinment, I was still not progressing enough that the Dr. felt good inducing me. So we scheduled the c section.
A 2nd c section, although not my favorite way of delivering, wasn't so bad since I knew what to expect. The recovery is tough and not easy, but our little Angel was being watched over. The reason she wasn't dropping was that the cord was around her neck twice. Oh how I thank my Heavenly Father for watching over me. I knew He had a hand in it, whatever the reasons, and am so grateful for that knowledge. I assumed it was best for me to have another c section because maybe a normal delivery would cause my precious inscision to rupture....and who knows if that was the case also, but I would have ended up in an emergency c section anyways and it would have been dangerous for her and me. I will say it again. Heavenly Father is in charge.
She is such a blessing to our family. She is such a great baby. Sleeps and eats so well!!! She only wakes up for one feeding around 3am in the night....and is just so wonderful! The kids love her and can't get enough of holding her and I just hate to share. :) I could sit and hold her all day...and at this point I basically do.
I don't know if she will be our last. There is a good possibility. And with these hormones, I bawl like a baby thinking of it. Only time and Heavenly Father will tell. I just want her to stay a newborn forever. I want to soak up every second and not let it slip away. I look at Juliet and Jace and can't fathom where the time went. I soaked up every second with them, but here we are...they are potty trained, in big beds, and on the way to be 3 years old. I can't handle it. Time needs to slow down.
I am so blessed. What more can I say.
Going home.....











